Just came back from playing nite soccer. Still refreshed even though the haze is quite disturbing. Pretty long since i last blogged. Many things happened during this period of time. The thought of recalling them can be quite a task.
Promos : Lets Jam Again. enough said.
The promos period was the most stressed out period in my entire life. i nv ever mugged so hard or had sleepless nites. the memory of mugging till 3am for chem still haunts me. and for the 1st time in dunno how many yrs, i took my first afternoon nap right after the chem paper. exhaustion simply took over me and i did nt intend to study for the physics paper the dae after anywae. Straight after the maths paper i went to lanlab and juz unleash all the stress bottled in me for so long. even though i noobed arnd it was still quite fun.
Even after the promos period, i still dun feel any sense of happiness. The only difference is tt i dun have to come home n face piles of notes and tutorials. dota has lost its expected attraction. maple seems stupid. so i dun have any games to plae at all. its like im living everydae as it is without anything to look foward to the nxt day. sch has become a medium for me to pass my time faster and when i reach home i juz go out for a jog or plae soccer to tire myself out.
Then deres the FOS. i realli like to applaud my class for all their efforts they have shown and some of the girls realli took it to the extreme by playing numerous games a dae. there were oso alot of injuries. theres 1 guy whom i heard broke his head and bled like hell. eugene hu needed stitches n a gal hu dislocated her arm twice. i realli admire these ppl. all of them gt injured cuz they were trying to win for their class and fac. if i was in their shoes, i doubt i would go chase after a ball tt is goin out or continue competing after dislocating a shoulder.
Found this song on mosquito's blog and addicted to it immediately. touching video wif beautiful lyrics go watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwTqjwGZJF8&eurl=
What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
left silently at ... 7:37 AM
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` Me.
i am dashing
i am handsome
i am gorgeous
` Likes.
i like food
i like gaming
i like soccer
` Hates.
act seh kias
backstabbers
mugging nerds
` Words.
write write write
